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FINALLY

finally after a week long bad mood that I thought would never subside.
its gone!!
last week was horrible, i was just generally in a horrible mood
one day Jeff and I hardly even talk all day cause we were pissed at each other
for no reason at all.
but whatever... its gone.
Babe started a new job yesterday!
had to be dropped off at work 2 hours early because he needed my car,
that part sucked but it was kind of nice getting up and having time to get ready and eat breakfast together,
we never do that anymore.
Hopefully when he gets paid he can get "the big ugly' fixed so i can have my car back.


Sharkbait and I are flying to FL next wed. to visit my parents for a week.
not exactly excited but i know how bad they want to see him and he misses his NaNa and Buddy,
so i'll deal with it.

Making a big fancy dinner for Valentine's day.
Its been ages since I've actually had time to get in the kitchen and cook my little butt off.

My babysitter blows dogs for quarters, she sort of just stopped showing up, or calling, or returning phone calls.
I'm looking into just putting him in daycare, he's 2 now its time he spent a big chunk of his time around other kids.
now if i could get Chris to actually pay his child support that would be awesome, i'd actually be able to afford it.
Who knows, i suppose we shall see.
Everything is sort of up in the air right now.




welll, i guess i'll actually go get some work done now.
Ciao.
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So..., No idea what crawled up my dads ass and died but he's being a cock.
He has now started yelling at my son for things that i let him do all the time,
and things that my dad lets him do all the time, until today apparently.
He honestly expects Jeff and I to take Alex to Cancun with us,
even thought when we booked the trip my mom offered for them to keep him.
And last year when it came time for Alex and I to fly home, my dad talked me into leaving Alex down there with them for 2 fucking weeks.
this is 5 days.
He has no decided that they won;t keep food for alex at their house i need to bring it over with him.
THEY ARE HIS FUCKING GRANDPARENTS, NOT BABYSITTERS.
GRANDPARENTS STOCK UP ON STUFF FOR WHEN THEIR GRANDKIDS COME TO STAY.
HE APPARENTLY GOT DRUNK LAST NIGHT AND DECIDED HE DIDN'T WANNA BE A GRANDPA ANYMORE,
WHATEV.
i'm so pissed at him its not even funny,
i really really just wanna move a long way away so that i don't have to deal with this,
he'll see Alex when he says him and thatt'll be that.
but i work for him, and he's giving Jeff a job in the spring so i cannot really do that.


man fuck this.
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